I was frozen to the core and was numb that whatever came to my sense didn't affect me much. And then you came and melted the icicle that had been dwelling inside my void. Learning about your warmth makes me realize that people can be very cold and this place feels like a gigantic refrigerator. Sometimes being with them gives me this chill and all i want to do is to cling to you and i'll just let my sense meet your touch, and warmth,and i'll wish for catastrophe to occur so that we have reason to stay together, if not for the time to stop which is more unlikely.
Even if i'm not the first and the only one who's learned about that warmth, i'm happy now it is mine. How i want to be drowned in the abundance, to be enveloped by it, so that i don't have to get in contact with chill anymore.
It's raining and it's cold. And the distance that's hanging, so close yet so faraway.
You told me a couple days ago that you wanted to be in the open field, just the two of us. Beneath the sky. You, laying on the ground with your head resting on my lap. It must be nice, that way. Far from troubles like: exam, anxiety about our future, sad probability, cold people, stupid people. All we can do are embracing each others' feeling, pretending that the time has stopped, chilling, keeping each other company, staying.
It must be nice, eh? very nice. If it could be used as an analogy of how i love you, i could say that i love you that way.
|me and my very own heater (?)|
Mixtape: Cold Rain
AKMU - Melted
The Milo - For All The Dreams That Wings Could Fly
Epik High ft. Younha - Umbrella